Playdates.

Today was supposed to be ashley playdate with some of her friends from the moms group. But, unforuntually they had to cancel because they weren't feeling good. So after I got off the phone and told her that we would have to plan on another day she kept asking me for friends to come over. I felt so bad. I can't believe that my little girl is already asking for friends to come over. How cute.

The things Ashley says.

While I was feeding Ryker, Ashley comes up to me and says.....
Ashley: I eat Daddy belly.
Me: No
Ashley: I eat Papas belly (Giggles)
Me: No
Ashley: I eat Ryker poop
Me: No that's gross
Ashley: I eat Ryker pee (giggles)
Me: Ewww
Ashley: I eat Ryker ear me
Me: Your a dork.
Ashley: Giggles and Saying Yes

It's amazing what kids say and think.

I hate long nights.

I really hate it when steve has to work long nights. I have relied on him to help with ashley and help me relax a little while, but when he is working late I can't even sleep. I hope these late nights don't last to much longer. We'll see.

My life with my family......

I have not posted for a week or so but here we go. I will tell you the life of me with my family. I love everything about my life, my kids, my husband, and just everything that I'm able to do. I have really stareted to appriciate having steve home every night, I relay on him more then he thinks and more then I thought I did. He has been having to go out of town to work at different shops for his work to fix problems so when he's gone I have both of the kids and I just have a problem keeping sane. But once he's home everthing goes back to normal. My kids give me all of the biggest moments in life and it comes in the smallest packages. Ashley is talking more and more each day and now Ryker is even starting to smile at me when I talk to him. Then I'm blessed that steve does let me stay at home and watch the kids and more or less do whatever I want to just as long as the house is kept up on. So what else can I tell you about my life other then the fact that I'm so bless to be where I'm at and with who is with me. Thanks for everyone who is in my life to make it blessed in all the ways that they can.

A day with two kids.....

So today started off just a normal day expect I have two kids that all they do is cry and whine. Granted I do have a two month old and that's all he can do, but my 2 year old daughter is another story. I just don't know how to really get through her little mind that you don't have to whine to get everything you want. Also when her dad come home that's when she doesn't listen to me and it just get worse. I'm hoping Ryker doesn't do the same thing but nowing my like he will. It just never fails when one little thing happens it usually causes one major thing to happen. Well wish me luck and hopefully tomorrow will come out good because I get to go to buncos.

Why people have to be mean....

So I just don't know what makes people have the reason to be mean to someone who didn't do anything wrong. A lot of people may think that they know someone really well. Well enough to help when they need it or even just hang out with that person. But, when that one person you thought you knew says something mean, or even does something that you didn't think they would ever do to you it really hurts. That happened to me today, and I don't know what I did to that one person. I can't even know what all to say to even ask that person. Sometimes I guess you have to just put things aside and forget, but even then it still hurts.

Finally a day with church...

So I was finally able to go to church since ryker's been born. It was a very good day, only we were able to make it to sacarment and nothing more. I came home after sacarment for an hour and was trying to get a bottle ready for the second part and I was so dumb I dumped all of the bottle down the drain. It was like 5 minutes before I was going to leave. Maybe next sunday I will make it to everything. Lets hope.

The start of a new year....

The start of the new year has started off really good. The only problem is that I'm so tired at it's only the second day. But my goals for this year is to lose 30 pounds by next year and then to try 3 new recipes a month. I can't wait to lose all the weight. Two reasons for that, one is because me and Steve have a new competition going on and second is because I will lose all the pregnancy weight from both kids. Yea I know some say that's going to be hard to do but I'm looking forward to it. The recipes I'm also looking forward because I have been enjoying trying new food, I've also have eaten onions and I hated onions. So we'll see how I do with these to tasks. Wish me luck.